Waiting

Its like I'm limbo-ing. Checking the mail like a maniac, hoping, wishing, praying, that I have some ounce of a shot at the rest of my life...a.k.a college. I'm not afraid to leave home (anymore) and I'm not afraid of classes or teachers or roomates or campus life. What am I afraid of? Not finding any friends. Thats a stupid fear, I know, but its real for me. I want somebody I can truly connect with, someone I can go to when I do get homesick or when I want to go out at night or I need to pull an allnighter before a final. Do you find those people at college? and if you do, does everybody? I need to find a niche just to make sure I'm not doing this whole college thing alone. Why do blogs always turn out so depressing? I'm sorry to depress you! Lets move on...
Ok, so my dance in Choreography class- "off the hook" in the words of craolina!! i m not so much into that interpretive dance thing, I'm more modern, hip hop, super fun and hot thing. And school? hmmm kinda numb to it right now- just chugging along through the days. i really want some inspiration or distraction of some kind. Something very new and very exciting...any ideas??